Well I am.
It's got to the stage where I wonder what the hell the PR people at the club are actually doing.
In any other buisness, the tobacco industry, drinks etc, there are dedicated people pumping out positive stories about their particular vile products.
But football clubs don't seem to operate in a similar fashion.
Chelsea are talking the talk about becoming one of the leading global brands within the next few years.
Not a chance in hell.
While the back-biting and in-fighting goes on, the club will become the laughting stock of the football world.
My advice to Peter Kenyon and Roman - either sack Jose now or extend his contract and let him get on with delivering his goals.
It seems that this target-hogging club have decided to dismiss two Premiership titles and a couple of league cups.
Most companies would have slapped massibe bonuses on Jose's table and offer him a seat on the board.
But no, this is Chelsea - and surely as day follows night, the end of a fantastic era is in sight.
With just about every other manager touted for Jose's job, the man himself shows immense dignity.
He get's on with his job, because he knows that any lowering of his standards is not acceptable - unlike the Chelsea hierarchy who seem intent on looking after their own positions come what may.
If Roman tuely wants to be loved, then he should understand one thing - if Jose is sacked in the summer, then that one act alone will always be held against him.
So, one last rallying cry to Kenyon and Co - sort it out, and sort it out now.
When you have, let us all know -I won't be holding my breath - I'll sooner start smoking and drinking...